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Community and Technology

February 27th, 2009

Life on UbuntuI made much of my living as a software engineer. Meanwhile, I really don’t enjoy writing code. I did, at first. I thought it was “neat” that I could imagine things and then build them. Many of the other engineers I meet get extremely passionate about methodologies, languages, frameworks, and all the little details of building stuff. I really don’t care… at all… I just want to see new things come into being. I want to see thing form my imagination come into being.

Anyway, if you know me at all, you know how important open source software is to me. The irony is, I’ve contributed very little code to the open source world. Still, since I started working in the real world, I’ve pushed open source at every company. I was trying to use a Linux desktop in the MS dominated corporate environment some 8 years ago. The distro was Red Hat and my window manager was Window Maker. Anyway, I put a huge amount of energy into trying to communicate to everyone, “this software has potential…”

I’m not an engineer, I just play one on TV… I mean at the office. I only learned to build things because I saw things in my mind I wanted to share with other people. I don’t know how to communicate these things without just building them. I tell people about them and they say, “that’s a good idea” and it fades away. Sometimes I wonder if they’re just being kind and reinforcing me with positive comments. When your idea comes to life, you get a real chance to actually see it tested in reality.

I’ve also always been keenly interested in community. It took me a while to realize this. I can be terribly anti-social and I don’t really tend to identify with communities. I won’t associate with a political party. I love Burning Man but won’t call myself a burner. I love to liquid dance to good trance but hate to be called a raver. I have long hair and a liberal attitude, but I hate being called a hippy. Anyway, even though I don’t seem to want to be “part” of any particular community, I’m still hugely interested in community.

When I was 13, my family moved to California. In our little community (travel trailer park, actually), I developed a reputation that I wouldn’t learn about unti years after I left. It seems that before I got there, most of the ‘kids’ would play in little groups here and there. When my sister and I started to mingle with the group, it became a single big herd of kids roaming around together. My dear friend, Jana, explained this change to me a few years after I’d moved on. She said that as soon as we left, the entire group went back to being dispersed.

I started building communities on the Internet in 1994. Most of them weren’t particularly sticky. In 2003, I went to work at a game company as a community manager. In 2007, I moved to Colorado to help a company build a social network. At both of these companies, they dumped development work on me that I repeated tried to reject. I kept saying that I was not an engineer. Still, for whatever reason, they wanted me to write code.

So this morning I was talking to a friend about a community in Costa Rica that operates without money. If you understand what Burning Man is and caught my mention of it above, you might have realized that a community void of money would be pretty appealing to me. So that left me wondering what I would do for a community like that. I started off thinking about farming and ranching skills I learned as a kid. I can slaughter a chicken and grow squash. I can clear land, trim trees, till soil, and even catch a fish or two. I even love to work in the kitchen; it was my primary work duty at Burning Man. Still, it didn’t seem like the best gift I could contribute.

I started to think about what a community would look like without money. At first, I assume it would be void of technology. Somehow the notion of technology feels tied to money to me. After all, a little startup community isn’t going to start hand crafting silicon chips, right? But, why does a modern community have to immediately jump straight to a technology level akin to medievil times? We’ve been “improving” technology so long that we’ve got a glut of older hardware filling up landfills. Why waste?

Now I’m really interested how these communities approach technology. I would love to live in a community where my contribution was motivated by the good of the whole and not a pay check. Still, I don’t want to give up Wikipedia.

I feel like we’re going to leave money behind. Seriously, I think this whole concept of a financial system will eventually go away. However, it should be a step forward, not a step backwards. That means we’ll want to keep the intellectual pool strong. We will want to preserve and share knowledge.

Somehow, in the scope of all this, I sense there might be a place where I belong. Maybe.

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First Backside 180 (Sorta)

February 26th, 2009

A few weeks ago I was at A-Basin with Nino and decided to troll through the park. I didn’t hit any of the big terrain, but I was knocking around on lips and edges a bit. I came up on a toe-edge jump and the felt good for a backside 180 attempt. Probably because I didn’t have time to think about it, I came off pretty clean. I landed before I got around so I finished it off on the ground. To that extent, you might not really call it a 180. However, it’s still the first time I’ve been in the air rotating with my back facing down the mountain. I tried it a couple of more times and found it to be pretty easy. However, I haven’t managed to pull one off on a flat jump. The toe-edge really makes a difference.

In other news, I haven’t been getting out nearly enough. I had to take a business trip to Dundee last week. It’s been nearly 2 weeks since I’ve been on the snow and it’s making me sad. Not sure if I’ve blogged about it before, but I’ve just come out of a stint of “self employment” and am once again “working for the man”…. This whole 40 hours a week in the office thing gets in the way of my play time. Not cool.

The hardest part is seeing the snow reports lately. This season has lacked snowfall. It was only recently that I started seeing 6 & 8 inch overnight reports. With as few powder days as we’ve had this season, I hate to miss one. Luckily, next weekend will bring 3 much needed days of riding down in Wolf Creek. Hooray!

The attached photo was snapped on a hike at Walker Ranch. There was a bit of snow covering some of the tails, but overall it was warm. I wore shorts and took my hoodie off from time to time. There were a number of mountain bikes out on the trails. It’s definitely a sign that the weather is unseasonably warm here. I may have to move further north. I hear good things about Whistler.

Now, I say that… but the idea of switching to surfing keeps poking at the back of my mind. I keep digging through photos of Sayulita and dreaming of living near the beach for a while. I could give up snowboarding for a few seasons if I could surf in my back yard. In terms of snowboarding, I feel myself getting closer to reaching a plateau. I’d like to master the 360 and get some deep powder / back country experience under my belt. Beyond that, I don’t expect to progress much further. However, I’m so extremely new to surfing that I’ve got everything left to learn. All I’ve done is catch a few rollers on a longboard.

Either way, I hope to spend less time in an office soon.

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Last Night In Dundee

February 21st, 2009

penguinsIt’s finally my last night here in Dundee. What a week. Monday through Friday were the same day, over and over again – only with slightly different food. We’d meet up early in the morning for the free hotel breakfast and then walk to the office. Once at the office we’d work from one of the conference rooms running off regularly for slews of meetings and presentations. We’d break for lunch in the afternoons and herd off to dinner together in the evening. Somehow, each evening included at least two beers and a fair amount of socializing.
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Live From Dundee

February 16th, 2009

DundeeSo the new company has me out in Dundee, Scotland to meet the dev team. We caught a flight out of Denver around 5pm yesterday (Sunday) and we rolled right into the office here after checking into our hotel. *yawn*

We flew into London and then hopped over to Edingurgh. I missed a lot of the scenery on the drive into Dundee as I was nodding off from time to time. I saw a huge bridge, I’ll have to look that up later. I saw a castle that is now a prison. As expected, much of the architecture is old and snazzy.

I think this trip might make for a nifty Flickr set. We still haven’t eaten. Other than lots of fish and chips, I’m not sure what to expect from the food. Right now I’m living off of coffee.

The attached photo is from the 3rd floor hall window of our hotel. The whole place is like an Ikea demo. It’s rather well designed, actually. The bathroom door latches in two positions; one position closes off the toilet while the other seals the entire bathroom. The room is just neat.

I managed to take a quick (very quick) shower before heading out. As the mirrors began to fog up, a valentine message started to show. I could read “I heart…” but the name wasn’t clear. I’ll try to snag a photo later.

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We’re Going To “Open Source” Our Government

February 11th, 2009

There are two things about the title of this blog post that I want to point out. However, I’m going to wait until near the end to point them out.
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Trouble Letting Go

February 10th, 2009

Sleepy PuppyIt’s Monday. It’s almost 11:30pm. It was a crazy weekend. You might know the kind: where you don’t have a moment to spare. Nino and I overbooked ourselves. We took the extra time we needed from what would have been sleeping time. Sleep deprived and physically exhausted, Sunday night was probably the closest we ever came to really getting upset with each other. It wouldn’t have mattered, we were too tired to fight about anything.
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Where I’ve Been

February 5th, 2009

I’ve been fortunate enough to do a fair amount of travel over the past few years. I’ve been reflecting on it this morning, to remind myself how lucky I am. I decided I wanted to make a list:
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Hunger For Something New

February 4th, 2009

Distress from Burning Man 2008“Bigger, better, and faster” isn’t enough. Well, sometimes it is. For example, Alta Vista was a better search engine than Webcrawler and Google is a better search engine than Alta Vista. However, there’s nothing that nips at our sense of desire like an entirely and truly new experience. It seemed that there wasn’t much left to explore in skiing when I first strapped on a snowboard. It was a day of severe punishment that left my mind exploding as I fantasized about the new medium of play and expression. I was charged.

The scope of “new” is relative. Snowboarding lies somewhere in between surfing, skating, and skiing. The Internet was a revolution, but it’s just a really big network. Web browsers changed the way we use computers, but they borrowed from Gopher. Social Media is all the rage right now, but the Internet was always social. Rarely is something new really new.
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